Can't hold it anymore

I'm just an ordinary girl. 
I want them to understand me.
I'm not the happy girl as I was.
This stress really makes me tortured.
I want to tell them what's inside my head.
But I can't, I can't make them disappointed.
Honestly, I won't continue this final project.
If I may choose, I choose to have my job now.
Blame me for the mistakes I've done.
I realized that.
Forgive me, mom, dad, and my partner.
I didn't mean to do that.
I just can't hold it anymore.
It was my fault from the beginning.


How to tell you all?
God, please help me..


Everlasting love for u,

- DeE -